Fetha

I've noticed a couple other people posting about this lately and have meant to do so as well.

Those who are at least somewhat close to me know that my life these past couple of years has been quite tumultuous, to say the least. I have definitely emerged a stronger person and trying to become a better (not bitter) person from it as well.

I'd just like to offer a general thank-you to all of you have offered your prayers, encouragement, shoulders to cry on, and general support. It's because of my amazing friends and family that I've managed to maintain my strength and optimism.

Thank you so much. Srsly.

Hatred cures loneliness; it will be lonely without the prime time war. Hopefully there will be some sensational murder trial with graphic tragedy for us all to unite to oppose or some new health menace to keep us hostile. Without it loneliness and despair, staring at the dark nights, the magazine shows with blech human interest stories. War is the friend of the lonely; it unites us with community, gives us purpose, a clearly defined evil. It gives us community in our lonely rooms, in the flickering cathode light. War is a noble porno and your friends, your confidants are those who beat the drum. Those clearly focused talking heads, those that pursue a truth without getting weak-kneed about lying, about bending the truth or changing the rationale for war, your stalwart hate buddies that value you, the ignored. You the wage slave, you the patriot, the forgotten man; and your hate buddies will stoke your anger and your fear and motivate you to spread the invective, the disquiet, the distrust that will keep us in war mode, that will keep us in compliance with the ultimate noble divine goal: world dominance in a Christian domain. Amen.

There is a luxury in self-reproach. When we blame ourselves, we feel that no one else has a right to blame us. It is the confession, not the priest, that gives us absolution. - Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray

There is a man in a spaceship floating above a planet which is like a brain; it can read from his mind. The planet recreated his dead wife from his memory, but she wasn't exactly the same. She was like a photocopy - so he hates her. He locks her in a room to get rid of her, but she tears through the door like if it was paper, just to be with him. She loves him but he hates her, so she tries to kill herself, but she can't die, so she comes back to life like the Resurrection. It's only when he sees the pain she's going through that he's able to love her for what she is.

I think I have to read the book now.

• 11:14 F it...going to Chi pride anyway. You only live once, right? #
• 15:56 Apparently I have perfected the "pls stop yelling at me, I'm trying to help you" voice. #
• 16:46 @djshiva Where you workin nowadays? #

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• 09:43 My uterus hurts. Happy bday to me! #
• 11:06 Gorging on junk food yesterday -> salad for lunch today #
• 14:27 Sometimes when I go to the bathroom to take care of my lady thing, I feel like transporting the tampon in my nose or on top of my ear #
• 15:23 Decaffeinated me = stoned me #
• 17:04 Hit on by mall worker: "would u like to do a survey?" "About what?" "Bras." #
• 20:18 I love Hiro Nakamura-and I love that George Takei plays his father #

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• 08:35 Bah...it wasn't supposed to rain today! I needs to mow! #
• 09:21 This rain seems like a good excuse for spending most, if not all of my bday in bed watching Heroes. #
• 15:45 Finally dragged myself out of the house...only motivated enough to do research for a project...I see pizza & ice cream in my future #fail #
• 17:05 "You get to know people if you see them when they think they're alone. You see them for what they truly are: selfish, deceitful, and gassy" #
• 20:50 Spent my bday doing something I rarely have the time to do: was lazy & hung out w/ my 2 best friends eating junk food #

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• 07:28 Looking forward to no class or work on my bday! Been looking forward to BJJ since my last workout, even tho still in pain. #
• 07:44 Plus of being on campus all weekend: lots of free food & beverages #
• 08:57 Seeing what's happening in Iran has made me realize how much we take for granted. I hope you all are as thankful as I am. #
• 09:55 Group discussion pwnage FTW #
• 09:59 There's a guy in my class who used to play for the Colts. The 13-year-old girl in me wants to have his babies. #
• 11:56 Forcing thoughts of iced lattes & frappuchino's out of my head #
• 14:45 One should remember to close the blinds before partaking in nude cleaning #
• 16:36 Why didn't someone tell me sooner that Clea Duvall plays a hot CIA agent in Heroes?! #

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• 05:50 @MystyMayhem it's a definite possibility! #
• 05:56 Funny anecdote (IMO) from Japanese guest speaker from last night: "By the end of this, you will understand my English." #
• 06:44 Turned on my car & the theme song to The Neverending Story was playing. #win #
• 09:32 During this morn's lectures, found myself wondering if my 6ft privacy fence would allow me to get away w/ nude sunbathing. #
• 09:32 MARKET PENETRATION. OH YEAH. #
• 10:31 Straight girl saw a cockroach in the bathroom, screamed, & ran away. #
• 12:45 "if you're a successful entrepreneur in China, you are one in a million. Try saying that about your wife." #
• 14:35 Just got a bday card from my great-aunt for my ex. We broke up almost 8 months ago. FML. #
• 17:01 Just found out that after tomorrow, I have no more classes until August, just a project. Thank f-ing god. #
• 18:14 Thoroughly enjoying Christine & Sam's reception. Her dads are adorable! #
• 18:37 PS so are Christine & Sam, lol #
• 20:06 RT @tertiary Things very ugly today in Iran, murder in the streets: bit.ly/MQSKc #
• 20:08 Please RT: just signed petition 'Appeal to the UN on the Situation in Iran' - www.petitionspot.com/petitions/omidadvocatescom/ #
• 20:38 Bday present from Christine: bit.ly/Y8hZb
  - am overly excited #
• 22:18 My stomach hates me #

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• 08:04 Slept better last night than I have for at least a month-new goals are to work out 4+ days/week & try to kick the coffee habit #
• 14:21 Due to budget constraints, had to choose between Chi pride & visiting family in OH. I chose the latter. Am officially old. #
• 14:52 This weekend is the "conclave" for my class, which means I will be on campus tonight from 6-9, tomorrow from 9-5 & Sun from 9-1. #fail #
• 15:00 Skimming the readings for tonight. On the crapper. #
• 18:23 Prof plays music during breaks that makes me feel like I should be at a burlesque show #
• 20:12 Spent the majority of a 3hr lecture on IN economy pondering if I should sleep w/ a classmate. CHECK MY STIMULUS PACKAGE YO. #
• 21:00 Tornado sirens. Sonofabitch. #
• 21:58 Burning abs + bad storm & pacing dog = not likely to be a restful night #
• 22:15 Taking the risk of not hearing tornadoes & sleeping w/ ear plugs in. BORN TO BE WILD. #

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• 07:18 Something tells me that turning your twitter green is going to do little for democracy in Iran. Just sayin. #
• 08:42 To my DJ friends-what are the best carts to use w/ an interface like serato, traktor, torq, etc? #
• 08:53 Thinking about getting Ortofon OM Digitrack carts #
• 09:05 i want to romp in the rain & splash in puddles #
• 09:17 I have a feeling this vow of celibacy is going to last less than a week #
• 14:42 On its way: Torq Connectiv, Sony MDR V500DJ headphones, 2 Ortofon Digitrack carts, 2 replacement tonearms...next time powered speakers? #
• 17:44 BJJ FTW. Finally. #
• 19:11 Dude in BJJ class started counting in Korean. I was really confused for a second. #
• 21:13 BJJ makes my knees feel like I had rough sex on berber carpet #

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• 07:47 I'm really glad I didn't get involved with someone who constantly writes about her personal life in detail on a public forum #
• 07:48 Dodged a bullet on that one #win #
• 13:35 Dilemma: I know exercise will increase my energy, yet I never have the energy to exercise. Meh. #
• 13:58 I got an email today about a job that involves moving money in an out of my bank acct. Do they they I'm a tard? #
• 16:09 Cho mo van w/ open door = creepy #
• 16:47 Let's see how many new followers I can get with this: free porn hot chicks work from home nigerian charity ipod xbox phone sex gay sex lesbo #
• 20:37 Oh, I forgot "XXX" #
• 20:37 LOL...newest follower - "gaylovers4u" #

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• 01:49 I think I have a mild form of Tourette's; I find myself randomly saying things like "whore bag." Out of the blue. #
• 06:40 Nothing quite like waking yourself up during a nightmare screaming "NO STOP" & flailing. #
• 09:19 I have yet to hear from a recruiter...wondering if I was red flagged for buying books by Che Guevara. #
• 11:23 I bet the gov't has a nice thick file on me-1st thing you see when opening it is GAY in big red letters. #
• 14:04 Redneck speak = nails on chalkboard #
• 17:17 Dear Mexican dude-I'm sorry I splashed you with my car. I swear it was an accident & not bc you're Mexican. #
• 20:23 Conveniently forgot to update my GPA on my resume. Whoops. #
• 20:24 RT @ladolcevitamin Gyno looks like corin tucker. This is strangely comforting. #

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• 08:28 Seriously considering joining the National Guard. Just don't know what I'd do with my dogs during basic. #
• 12:11 Indecisiveness is irritating-srsly pick one of the other. BlackBerry ball, I'm talking 2 u...either work or stop, enough of this fence s ... #
• 14:14 Skills include: proactive sharing of personal info, verbal guitar solos, & random giggling #
• 14:40 @adangross Is the potential new job in Indy?! Live with me! #
• 15:03 I really don't wanna go to class tonight. Doggehs are treating my bed as a rastling ring. The 2 are not related. #
• 15:30 Thoroughly enjoying Colbert's shows from Baghdad. Not enjoying the cherry Coke commercials w/ Gene Simmons. #
• 16:01 PLZ RT: Our Iranian friends can access Twitter from 148.233.239.24 Port:80 in Tehran. Can avoid govt filters from here. #iranelection #
• 16:59 @adangross That sounds fabulous! #

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• 09:54 Sausage fest was successful-had an incredibly long/busy day yesterday & ended up being too tired to go out. I feel like an old turd. #
• 13:54 Unfortunately missed the guac tent @ farmer's market; fresh strawberries FTW. #
• 14:03 Nom nom nom...I has many strawberries...nom nom nom #
• 19:51 I like this "not dark till 10PM" stuff bc it makes me feel like less of a bum when I wake up from a nap at 8. #

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• 09:34 I'm totally bringing my grandmother to the Pride parade next year. #
• 09:46 Overhead at pride parade: "this is more exhausting than a softball game" #
• 09:51 I'm surprised there are politicians in the parade-too bad they do nothing for us politically here. #
• 10:00 Parades over : ( heading to the fest @ the park #
• 10:44 twitpic.com/7af7q - Lol #
• 13:00 twitpic.com/7atmv - Brody has pride #
• 13:44 twitpic.com/7aywg - So does Ziggy. Rawr. #
• 14:39 Highlight of Pride: Brody hauling ass down the sidewalk on Penn ave, with my fat ass trailing just behind, yelling like a crazy lady. #
• 16:44 @notpiecebypiece I'm a sturdy german! #
• 18:54 twitpic.com/7bzjq - Nana brought me the cutest cake evar #

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• 05:56 My stomach & butthole still hurt. I think I should tell them that when I call in. #
• 11:31 I need a caffeine IV #
• 14:56 Considering applying for a job that pays $70k/year. Probably not qualified enough, but the thought of doubling my income is quite nice. #
• 16:47 Just spent a ridiculous amount of money on sausage. #
• 18:33 twitpic.com/78kx4 - Spent too much $ on vodka bc my family's name is on it #
• 19:48 @kristynn yeah I meant to buy a small bottle of Belvedere, but then I saw this and was like "MUST BUY!" #
• 20:14 Apparently I'm just now suffering the consequences of China Buffet. #
• 22:08 Just downloaded a bunch of Gogol Bordello #

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• 08:06 Did I sleep through a tornado again last night? #
• 09:29 Just described the lesbian community in Indy to a straight girl as "borderline incestuous." #
• 12:50 I think my initial belief about open relationships has been confirmed-they're a lot like communism-great idea, but it doesn't work. #
• 12:51 So much for having a positive experience in one. #
• 12:59 If I ever date a bi girl again, please slap me. Hard. #
• 13:06 @noodleface I guess I have yet to meet someone mature enough to be honest #
• 17:32 China Buffet post twirlies was probably a bad idea #
• 18:04 FYI, my phone is kind of messed up right now, but I should have a new one tomorrow. #
• 18:52 It's monsooning & sprinklers are on at the park downtown. #fail #
• 19:01 I want to go to BJJ tonight but I fear getting the twirlies again. #
• 20:54 B*tches ain't sh*t but hos n tricks #

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• 08:17 I just bought a ticket to Paris for New Year's! Squee! #
• 11:30 Work is much more bearable now that the layoffs are pretty much done. I'm glad I finally caught a break. #
• 19:30 Failed at working out again tonight, fell asleep instead. Starting to think I should get my sleep patterns evaluated. #
• 19:31 I think I might take advantage of the remaining hour of sunlight & take a walk. #
• 20:19 Lazy Daze has been comandeered my brodawgs. #
• 20:33 BY brodawgs. *sigh* #
• 21:10 Neighbors w/ hippie friends=disappointment when approaching my house & seeing car w/ hippie stickers parked out front #
• 21:18 I like making out in parking garages. This should happen again sometime soon. Yes. #

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• 08:03 Ppl are getting picked off 1 by 1. STRESS. #
• 08:14 I asked my boss if I could sit in the break room & rock back & forth until Friday afternoon. He said no. #
• 09:18 I feel like I'm gonna puke & shit at the same time #
• 10:21 My boss is gone #
• 11:27 I underestimated how much today would suck #
• 11:36 I heard the cops had to be called to our TX office, lol #
• 13:10 I can has job #
• 13:56 In this case, I'm totally using my bonus for a plane ticket to Paris & DJ equipment instead of paying off credit debt. Here's to respons ... #
• 16:46 I hope my complexion goes back to normal now. #
• 18:14 twitpic.com/709bm - Somewhere over the rainbow... #
• 18:31 twitpic.com/70aqs - My new friend #
• 20:27 @tertiary So sorry to disappoint you #
• 20:48 It's time once again for the "gunshots or fireworks" game, yay! #

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